So I finished my spring semester last week, woo hoo! I now have 30 days off between now and summer school. So at my work we have this new girl (blondie) who I thought was pretty and nice, so two weeks ago I asked her out and she said no. She gave me a some BS reason why she couldn't and that we should remain friends, although we are just work acquaintances and not friends. As it turns out she likes the cook at my work who is a womanizing scumbag. I guess some girls just like dirty douches, oh well her loss. I know I have a lot more to offer then the guy she's choosing to be with, the fact she's attracted to that dude is baffling and has made her null and void in my life. Whatever I'll just roll with the punches. Since that fiasco I have met another girl through some of my crossfit buddies. So far things are going well with that. Let's just say this girl is definitely more my speed and we think alike. So much so at times it kind of freaks me out, but in a good way.
Since last summer my lack of trust in the other gender has been at an all time high. Thankfully having people like Leeanne Kennedy and Sarah Reitz in my life as well as all my other awesome friends allow me to be reassured that not everyone that was born with a vagina is a scandalous pirate hooker. By the way, Shout outs to Leeanne for coming out to Cali from Florida, you have always been a dear friend of mine :-) Sometimes I still get down about old hang ups that I will not discuss with anyone anymore because no one cares. It sucks when something is burning inside you and there's no one you can tell. You can't tell them because you just don't want to or you think that they won't care because they've heard about it 3 million times. That's kind of where I am at with my situation; I'm guessing burying it is better than to keep reliving it. Never the less it puts a fire under my ass that I use to push me in crossfit because that's my outlet for stress release. This past week in crossfit I got my name on the board as well as a top three finish! Say whaaaaaaaatttttt!!!!!
So now that I'm on vacation I've made a list of things I want/am going to do this summer (in no particular order).
1. Go home to Florida for a week(early June).
2. Crossfit more than I already do.
3. Spend more time with my godson Joaquin.
4. Get an A in my summer chemistry course.
5. Play the guitar like a mofo...learn at least two songs.
6. Swim more.
7. Love the life I live.
8. Don't dwell on the past (what has happened, has happened and theres no changing that).
Happy people don't have the best of everything, they make they best of everything.
In other words when life hands you lemons you paint that shit gold.
That's it I'm out love y'all!
"For all of this, I'm better off without you. Do you regret so....Your loneliness?"
http://youtu.be/1OKQvzLxPQg
Signed, Sincerely me.......
